Can someone would help me to translate this letter tagalog into english?

"Del, what if we have a civil marriage for awhile, before we get married at a church or beach. It`s because there`s so much preparation involved, and you have to take a long vacation here. We`ll get married at a church when you want to. And I also want us to have children. I`m sure we`ll have cute cute children, because I`m beautiful and you`re handsome! hehe. So our children will have faces like celebrities. After a year, let`s have children. haha. I wish, Del, that when we have children, that they will be in your race. hehe. Because you have a beautiful race. The thing is, I`m scared that when I get pregnant, you`ll leave me. I don`t want my child to grow up with a father, okay? *Sigh* Del I really really miss you. Every time I think about you, I cry. I keep looking at your picture when I miss you. I love you, and I hope you won`t forget the times we spent together."